Genre: Young Adult

Review – The Black Flamingo

Posted May 22, 2026 by Nicky in Reviews / 2 Comments

Review – The Black Flamingo

The Black Flamingo

by Dean Atta

Genres: Verse Novel, Poetry, Young Adult
Pages: 416
Rating: three-stars
Synopsis:

Michael is a mixed-race gay teen growing up in London. All his life, he's navigated what it means to be Greek-Cypriot and Jamaican--but never quite feeling Greek or Black enough.

As he gets older, Michael's coming out is only the start of learning who he is and where he fits in. When he discovers the Drag Society, he finally finds where he belongs--and the Black Flamingo is born.

Told with raw honesty, insight, and lyricism, this debut explores the layers of identity that make us who we are--and allow us to shine.

I’m not a big one for YA or for verse novels, in general, but I decided to give Dean Atta’s The Black Flamingo a try after discussing verse novels semi-recently on my blog as part of the Let’s Talk Bookish discussion linkup. I remember hearing a lot about it when it first came out, because it’s basically a British queer coming of age story informed by the author’s Jamaican and Greek Cypriot descent.

The verse part… I’m kinda shrug about it as poetry, in and of itself, but it works well to distill the story down to key moments and feelings, rather than lingering on details that ultimately don’t matter. It makes the coming of age themes and the teenage messiness a lot more palatable for someone who remembers being a teen and had quite enough of it, thank you: it condenses everything down and only lingers on what’s really meaningful.

As an evocation of black/mixed (this is the term the character uses, to be clear) identity, and of growing into queerness and experimenting with drag as a way of learning to really break out and express all that, it works well. The character’s path to that point makes a lot of sense, you can feel the emotional arc toward it, and the confused/confusing emotions and thoughts come across well through the verse format.

Overall, it’s still not my thing exactly, but I’m glad I gave it the time and enjoyed it, and would definitely recommend it more to those interested in YA and verse novels.

Rating: 3/5 (“liked it”)

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Review – My Heart in Braille

Posted May 16, 2026 by Nicky in Reviews / 2 Comments

Review – My Heart in Braille

My Heart in Braille

by Joris Chamblain, Pascal Ruter, Anne-Lise Nalin

Genres: Graphic Novels, Young Adult
Pages: 74
Rating: one-star
Synopsis:

Victor loves vintage cars and belting out songs in his garage band, but school is harder for him and he seems to always say the wrong thing. When he meets the cello-playing, straight-A student Marie-Jo, the two strike up an unlikely friendship, and before long both his grades and his attitude improve. But when Marie-Jo confesses a terrible secret to him, Victor will have to return the favor and do a little rescuing of his own.

There’s some pretty art in Joris Chamberlain’s My Heart in Braille, but I didn’t really think much of the story. I gather it’s actually based on a novel, which might make more sense of it; it didn’t really feel like it’d been written/structured to be a graphic novel to begin with.

Overall, it feels like there’s some lacking context for the characters and like certain aspects of the story just get totally dropped, or elided. There isn’t strong character development or relationship development, and Victor’s personal development (and coping with his ?ADHD) is essentially ditched in favour of Marie’s feel-good story about getting to go to music school.

Overall, not strong at all.

Rating: 1/5 (“didn’t like it”)

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Review – Hold Back The Tide

Posted November 28, 2025 by Nicky in Reviews / 0 Comments

Review – Hold Back The Tide

Hold Back The Tide

by Melinda Salisbury

Genres: Fantasy, Horror, Young Adult
Pages: 297
Rating: four-stars
Synopsis:

Everyone knows what happened to Alva's mother, all those years ago. But when dark forces begin to stir in Ormscaula, Alva has to face a very different future - and question everything she thought she knew about her past...

Melinda Salisbury’s Hold Back the Tide has a heck of a first line, and a rattling pace from there on. It took me only just over an hour to read, despite being 300 pages long, which I hadn’t really expected. I’d forgotten most of the reasons I grabbed a copy, just that I’d enjoyed The Sin Eater’s Daughter, so it’d been kind of languishing on the TBR, but it surprised me.

It does feel a bit YA-ish, and there’s a touch of a love triangle — sort of, maybe. There’s sort of an impending potential threat of one, anyway, or you can read it as such. But this is definitely a thriller too, with more of a horror vibe than I was expecting: not only is the main character living with the constant fear of being killed by her father (which we learn immediately), but there are monsters coming out of the loch, people going missing from the village, and the obsessive sliminess of a man who loved her mother and now wants to have control over her. The tension and atmosphere is done really well.

I was enjoying the book well enough, but wasn’t sure whether it was really going to stand out, especially when one of the character survived what looked like a certain death; it just felt like things were going to resolve all too easily, leaving the book kind of toothless. I won’t spoiler, but the ending — while classic in its way — definitely fixed my impression that it was going to shy away from a bad ending.

Overall, I’m glad I finally got round to this; I had a lot of fun.

Rating: 4/5 (“really liked it”)

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Review – Felix Ever After

Posted November 28, 2025 by Nicky in Reviews / 0 Comments

Review – Felix Ever After

Felix Ever After

by Kacen Callender

Genres: Romance, Young Adult
Pages: 360
Rating: three-stars
Synopsis:

From Stonewall and Lambda Award–winning author Kacen Callender comes a revelatory YA novel about a transgender teen grappling with identity and self-discovery while falling in love for the first time.

Felix Love has never been in love—and, yes, he’s painfully aware of the irony. He desperately wants to know what it’s like and why it seems so easy for everyone but him to find someone. What’s worse is that, even though he is proud of his identity, Felix also secretly fears that he’s one marginalization too many—Black, queer, and transgender—to ever get his own happily-ever-after.

When an anonymous student begins sending him transphobic messages—after publicly posting Felix’s deadname alongside images of him before he transitioned—Felix comes up with a plan for revenge. What he didn’t count on: his catfish scenario landing him in a quasi–love triangle....

But as he navigates his complicated feelings, Felix begins a journey of questioning and self-discovery that helps redefine his most important relationship: how he feels about himself.

Felix Ever After is an honest and layered story about identity, falling in love, and recognizing the love you deserve.

It’s difficult to figure out how to rate Kacen Callender’s Felix Ever After, because I’m pretty sure it’d have meant an enormous amount to me when I was 10-15 years younger, but the teenageness of it all just hits wrong at this particular point in my life. I somewhat steer away from YA at the moment because of that, because it’s not for me, and it’s not super fair to complain when a book for a totally different target audience doesn’t chime with me! But I had a copy, and I wanted to give it a shot.

There were ways in which I really didn’t have fun with this book: the teenager thing, the drama of it all, but also the fact that it rhymed somewhat with experiences I had in school (a forced outing based on private stuff — the fact that everybody decided I was a lesbian was somewhat off-base and it’s not a way I’d define myself now, but that didn’t change anything about how bad it all was at the time). I’m over it, but it’s still not a fun time to think about or be reminded of so strongly.

But the strong friendships and bonds between the characters, the careful fumbling toward what feels right, that did all still come through and feel relevant. None of us are immune to getting tangled up in this stuff, no matter how old we are, and there was joy in seeing Felix come through, in seeing the strength of his bonds with Ezra, his father, and seeing him get free of stuff that wasn’t serving him.

In the end, I can’t say I loved it for me, but I love that it exists, and that other people can have it.

Rating: 3/5 (“liked it”)

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